Non-Confrontational, I Guess.

I love my best friend, I really do. But every once in a while that green-eyed monster comes up and takes me over.

But it's not all on my part.

(Really, it's not. Shush up and let me explain.)

Pretty, intelligent, funny. That's my BFF. The boys adore her at first sight and she loves their attention. I (jokingly) call her ho-ho face, and she doesn't really deny it. Although she's the relationship type of girl, she and I both know for a fact that she's all the happier when there's some boy chasing after her. Which there usually is.

Most of the time, none of this bothers me, because I personally couldn't care less about the boys that are interested in her.

However, TONIGHT happens to be one of those rare exceptions.

A sort of double date was set up by the current boy of hers. However, the other girl bailed, and a boy was called on to take her place.

(I guess you could say this particular boy and I might be having a minor fling.)

When she texted me that he would be joining their get-together, she was all excited. It was funny, I'll admit...but she never once thought of inviting me to this hangout time.

Three boys. And my best friend.

I probably wouldn't have gone, but the fact that she was going out to dinner with a boy I can (currently) say is mine...hurt.

I'm hurt.

Sure, this boy doesn't mean the whole wide world to me...but still...

The lack of consideration from my best friend. It hurts.

How do I bring this up without sounding like a jealous freak...doesn't matter.

Me and my non-confrontational self will just have to get over it.